I had a really rough afternoon today.
I am told constantly that when these things happen, I need to document it. Write down all of the details. Then I can analyze it for a pattern, and help the children involved better.

I understand their logic. If it was that simple I would have a lot more paperwork done. When events like today happen, It completely drains me. I have zero emotional energy. I go through depression, and questioning everything I did. But going back through it to analyze it, and write it down hurts. It hurts my brain and me. Putting myself back in the memory of it looking at the details makes me want to curl into a ball and cry, which I almost did today.

So, in order to help me, I began working on a novel I started in High-school again.

Yes that means I am working on 2 different novels at the same time. 1 is the sequel to “The Sisak Tower” the other is Moongate.

Moongate I started off as a fanfiction, and when I started to rewrite it, I began to completely change it. I am trying to put more of my experience as an autist into the main character.

I cannot explain much more.

but for you guys I am including (for a short-time only), the prologue below.