So lately I have been extremely emotionally drained. Tired. Exhausted. I have a lot of things on my mind, and none of them can be shared in a public forum, which sucks. Some of the things don’t even affect me directly, but I am so very worried about them. My wife has been supportive, and my friends have been too, and we have been trying to be supportive of the others affected.

My D&D group and my Christian Men’s Group that I meet on a weekly basis have been great, but even there I have this impending feeling of dread. Like a lot of things are going to collapse around me soon, and it is terrifying.

I have not felt this way ever, even when I was demoted and replaced at my old school by W. At that time, I felt insulted, abandoned, and extremely disrespected. But I knew that the programs that I built would be there for a long time. And I was right, they are still running at that school.

This feels different. Darker, and more foreboding. I like it less, if possible.

I am free to discuss the issues privately (or some of them), but not here, not now. I just don’t know what to say here to keep you updated.

Keep checking for my D&D content though, ok?
working on that helps relieve stress some.