Author: chadwickbaldwin

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About chadwickbaldwin

A Canadian teacher in China

Of Pilots, Racism, and Feet in Mouth.

One of the difficulties with Autism is communication. It is defined as a Communication disorder. Some would argue it is a Communication Dis-alignment. We communicate fairly well with out own, but when we have to enter the world of Neurotypicals (Regular Brained people), it can sometimes be difficult. Even those of us who have trained ourselves to follow the social norms, we slip up. We misread the situation, or we don’t express ourselves clearly enough.

This morning, I slipped up.

I was on LinkedIn. Linked is is supposed to be a business Social Media. Where you can meet people and companies in the same field as you. You can use it to find work, and read blogs about your field of specialty.

It is not.

This morning, I was on LinkedIn, and I saw a post. The post I believe was supposed to be empowering. It stated “If I get on a plane and see a Black pilot, I’ll breathe a sigh of relief knowing the person in charge is capable of overcoming many obsticles to achieve their goals.”

Beautiful. I agree. Overcoming obstacles is a good thing to be able to do at 30,000 feet.

So I commented. and I screwed up. My logic at the time was clear in my mind. If the person is doing a great job (At whatever they are doing), then why does skin color, or ethnicity matter?
I also do not remember seeing the Pilots when gettin gon flights in the last decade…

I felt I was clear. Let them do their job, whether they be Black, Yellow, Red, or White.

I did apologize for misreading the situation. But I’m still not really convinced I did…

I had forgotten that this was a whole thing. And later someone posted about Affirmative Action.

Now, I have been out of the Continent for a long time, but here is what I have gathered was the intention of Affirmative Action: Look at credentials, and experience when hiring people. Don’t look at race, gender, or other things not connected to the job.

In China here it is a whole strange thing. We have men doing jobs here that I would not expect, and feel a bit uncomfortable with here. For example, I have met so many men who sell women’s underwear. Not just happen to be at the store, but who’s job is to Hawk them. Stand in the street call people out, look at them and find the right size, and style for them.

And Why shouldn’t they be able to do this, or any other job? My old western upbringing tells me warning bells should be ringing, but nobody else bats an eye. So I have to think about what is actually preventing this? Not his knowledge of fabrics, sales techniques, and style.

But the Pilot post drew me back to a few days ago.
The title is misleading. But the body of the text explains that an Ethnically Non-Chinese Pilot, flying in Chinese Domestic Airline, was forced to Emergency land at an airport that was not the destination (Beijing).

The Policy in Emergency Landings states they must make the announcements in English first, then in Chinese. I believe this is so that it is recorded in English on the black box, but I don’t know. He did this, but the complaints quickly turned to his piloting ability.

The insinuation to me was that Chinese Pilots can land in any weather, bad or good, so why give us the unqualified foreign pilot?

The Airline, did back the pilot up, and defended the decision, which was not his to make in the first place.

So my point that I was trying to make, and apparently failed to on Linked in is this: Good people come from all walks of life. All races. All Genders. All Heritages. All Sexualities.

To find a good worker, you look at their resume, not their skin color.

If you wish to read the full article on the Pilot in China, it is here

Of Photo Shoots and Writing.

I like to write. I am pretty sure you have learned this fact about me by now. Writing is a very relaxing activity for me. It helps me organize my thoughts and feeling. It has become a part of my daily night time routine to help me brain slow down and relax.

I have a few projects on the go for writing: I have this blog which I update on Thursdays, and periodically other days of the week. I have the Baldwin Games Blog, which is on Hiatus because most of my games are still in boxes. I am the proud editor of the newly minted School Newspaper. (The SAIS Bullseye). I have a single reporter, but we are open to submissions from anyone in the school community. I have 2 separate novels I am working on.

So each night I have something to work on. But here is what I have noticed with my writing as of late: AI.

Some days I am able to put my thoughts down clearly, and I can write for hours. Some nights, I have vague Ideas and I end up putting prompts into an AI and then spend the night reading and editing the work, because it is easier, and takes less energy. I am willing to admit it. There are chapters in my novels that the initial draft was AI Generated. I am now on draft 10 of those same chapters, but I could not have gotten started on some of them without assistance.

AI has become so ingrained in many work places, it helps so many people. But like any new tool, you need to check it. I cannot count the number of times I have worked with AI, and will get a prompt returned that contradicted the previous chapters or paragraphs. The writing sounds beautiful, but It cannot be used. But there’s the thing, It gives me ideas of terms and impressions I can use. But I cannot use the writing from the AI because it disconnects from the point.

There are so many times that AI has helped me go from overwhelmed to relaxed. When I have gone non-verbal, or am just to physically exhausted to put thoughts to words, I type to AI, and it’s responses, help. They help me process my thoughts. They help me get ideas down before I forget.

So, this week I have spent a good majority of it editing old AI created articles, and chapters. Ones I know I will need for adjustment more later.

I also was given the chance to take some professional photos at work, and really enjoyed it. Except when they put make up on my eyes or lips. That bugged me. But I Did enjoy the experience overall. I am including some of the pictures below for you all to see.

Something Psycho This Way Comes – 25 years later.

When I was in High School, I made some good friends. All of us were a bit odd. I had my ASD, another member had MS (multiple sclerosis). We had a goth boy who dressed in all black and wanted to be a vampire. This was the Buffy the Vampire Slayer era, not the Twilight Era, so big mean, demonic vampires, not sparkly lonely vampires.

We had a girl who was very vocal about her rights as a woman (shaved her head like Sinead O’Connor). And two “ordinary” guys. We all liked anime, and that was what tied us together. We were an unofficial Anime club at High School. But at that time, Anime was mostly unheard of. People didn’t connect Astro-boy, or Speed Racer to Anime, and so the only example people thought of was Sailor Moon. You can imagine this made us very unpopular. Tie that with our other unusual characteristics, we started calling ourselves the “Psychosix” (there were six of us to start with).

By college time, our numbers had fluctuated, a few people left, and other joined. By the time we finished college there was around 20 of us. We had a website (Psychosix.com) where we posted our art, our songs, our writings, and our comics. We had all created Original Characters to base our stories around, and it was just a way for us to express ourselves.

Over the years, the Psychosix has drifted apart mostly. I am able to contact about half of them, but don’t do so often. The other half have moved on with their lives, and are spread around the world.

I, being the pack-rat that I am, have most of the files on my back-up. And have decided to start re-releasing updated versions. (My Gateways novel I am working on is one of these).  When I use other people work, or art, I contact them if I can to ask permission.

Our member from Los Angeles, Fritters had made comics using sprites from an online avatar making system. I am taking those and using AI, fixing them up. (I know AI Art is not popular with a lot. I am not a great artist anymore, and time is not my friend, so please understand).

I will post these comics up as I finish them.

Each time I do, I will post a profile of one of the characters.

This week is “Robyn Goodfellow”

And the Comic is “Something Psycho This Way Comes #2.